I am filled with angst.
Really pent up anger about just how puny I am.
In the scheme of delivering true meaning to my existence,
I keep trying to do the ‘right’ thing.
I try to live with purpose.
But I simply cannot resolve this effort,
with the nature of the world I live in.
Where arseholes and bullies control the outcome for the rest of us.
We are ants, to their giants.
I cannot find the place,
where I have this knowledge
but am also able to live a life with genuine happiness and contentment.
How do I get there?