I am trying SO very hard to stay above the choppy sea. I can’t shut off the ‘sinking’. The constant thoughts of how and why I am like this and comparing myself to others – more successful than I.
Not for the first time, I am questioning why I feel so deeply and think so intently.
I have been compiling another post for days, outlining just how murky my thoughts are at the moment. I’ve already typed 780 words and I’m not even close to completing it. My brain is oozing thoughts and the cycle of analysis isn’t bringing me any closer to enlightenment or closure.
I am sinking.