I am equal parts
angry and forgiving,
loving and depressed,
filled with despair,
overflowing with passion,
hoping for acceptance
dreaming of change
I am utterly fucking confused as to,
who I really am!
I don’t fit anywhere and I make so many people uncomfortable.
I wish I could be invisible but still feel and touch the things that make me smile.
I yearn to love someone. Anyone.
I cry every time I see a newborn baby.
I am desperate to hold and cherish a man, or a sibling or a friend or a child.
I wear black everyday,
but am seen as sunshine and exploding colour by everyone I work with.
It’s seems that it’s just my insides that are frozen inside a cold shadow.
. . . . .
I wish I didn’t have to blow my nose so much.
I’m sure that my nostrils are bigger than when I was a kid 😦
Blonde or Brunette? Which do you prefer?