The final connection was severed today.
I have tried and tried and tried.
I have been generous and patient and loving and supportive.
And today . . . .
. . . it all came splashing back into my face
with a bucket-load of spite and bitterness.
I feel so disappointed.
I want to make it all better.
I promised myself that this
would be the last time.
I cannot save someone.
I have to save myself.
I have to find a way to let go
make a new life.
I have a headache from the pain in my heart!