A lot of the emotional pain I feel
really isolates me as a person.
It not only makes me feel different
others also see me differently.
And we all feel this way
being a teenager is like being an alien.
is like morphing into another species.
Having an illness or disease
is like being invisible!
We all experience ‘Life Events’
with varying degrees
I seem to keep evolving into
a more and more
I keep trying to reach out to people . . .
. . . . to the girls I love on my forum
. . . . . to my family
. . . . . . to friends.
I just don’t seem to be able to make a connection.
So, more and more often, I find that I am removing myself from social interaction.
Removing myself from the possibility of connecting with others.
It’s less lonely, than attempting to connect . . .
. . . and being held at arms length.